Letih

Lately banyak mende menyebabkan aku letih amat..

1. letih wif supervisor..demand too much with less help...and they keep delay my work..took so long just to read my thing..sometimes try not to blame them in the midst of their busyness..but they should spend time as i'm under their responsibilities...i'm seriously in a big trouble...

2. thinking of study..all the time i keep thinking can i manage to fininsh this..got so many things to do..but i'm too lazy..should try to avoid unnecessary thing which i love to do..

3. letih sebab kerja rumah..yang ni tak baik merungut sebab hanya dengan inilah aku dapat balas pengorbanan dearie hubby n kids ikut aku datang sini...luckily if akmal tak kerja he helped doing all the cleaning..

4. letih coz keep put on weight..try to diet but not really work..hahahaha..this is all my fault..people will gobsmackingly shock to see how passionate of me about the food...i can just cook whatever I want even it already midnight....seriously should change this....

5. letih mikir why i'm toooooooooooooo lazy lately...

banyak lagi mende menyebabkan aku letih..since i'm not that good in expressing my mood, feeling or whatsoever with writing this is the only thing i could share..even since sekolah baik rendah maupun menengah aku adalah pelajar paling tak best buat karangan..sebab tu kalau org baca blog aku mesti pening kan..kata org yg check writing aku..you just jump here and there..tu la pasal aku masuk kelas menulis kat sini..malu tak..tapi demi menuntut ilmu aku tebalkan saja muka...ok la...jumpa lagi......

kak long...at school

hepi dia g skolah...kata cikgu she's a good helper...suka tolong budak2 prep..kira mcm junior la..yg tak larat ibu ngan ayah nak dgr story mory dia...anyway i'm hepi that she enjoy her school very much

Halal dan Haram

Dulu di Malaysia riuh rendah laporan tentang penipuan logo halal Jakim..maknanya Muslim consume ditipu tentang status product...the worst yg still berlegar2 dalam otak sausage usus......kembang tekak bila mengenangkannya...Alhamdulillah Allah masih kuatkan iman masyarakat melayu Malaysia wif regards makanan yang akan menjadi darah daging... bila sampai di sini agak gusar juga hati ni..how to get halal food...thank God one of the student here gave me the code. Credit to Linda. Till now still use the same reference to check the product.

Panjang lak mukadimah..sebenonya nak story how Muslim people here react when I said I only consume halal food..very particular indeed..mcm halal meat..we have to travel from like trg to kemaman just 4 beli stock..n the fast food..hanya a few yg boleh makan..but still have doubt..like 2day one of my officemate offer me her lunch..I have refused 4 so many time with different reason..though the main reason is walaupun dia muslim tapi dia belasah semua..n bila dia offer kat 2 org lagi diaorg pun main taram je.FYI my opesmet 6/7 is muslim..but its only me n linda yg jaga bab2 makan ni..i thought when we dealing wif muslim lagi senang...yg paling bes reason kalau diaorg particular sgt mcm mana nak makan kat luar..which mean all the time they have to cook..satu lagi diaorg tanya aku minum arak tak..oh my god..pening la..siap discuss yg mana sedap mana x...

pengajarannya didik la anak kita dari kecik jaga makan minum..jadi darah daging ooo...kalau dah byk masuk benda haram susah la..mudah2an kita semua dapat obey to all the halal n haram rules dalam kehidupan kita...

THREE YEARS

Selamat Hari Jadi

to anak ibu and ayah n adik kak long

Muhammad Irsyad Akmal Syafarie

26 January 2004

11.30 p.m

Something that so true.........

Got this email from umt....

VERY SHORT, MOST EFFECTIVE AND HOW TRUE...   

30 second Speech by Bryan Dyson (CEO of Coca Cola)  

"Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some 

five balls in the air. You name them - 

Work, Family, Health, Friends and Spirit and 

you're keeping all of these in the Air.  You will 

soon understand that work is a rubber ball. 

If you drop it, it will bounce back.  But the other four 

Balls - Family, Health, Friends and Spirit - are made 

of glass. If you drop one of these; they will be

 irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or 

even shattered. They will never be the same. 

You must understand that and strive for it."  

WORK EFFICIENTLY DURING OFFICE HOURS 

AND LEAVE ON TIME. GIVE THE REQUIRED TIME 

TO YOUR FAMILY, FRIENDS & HAVE PROPER REST. 

but this day we keep focus on work n less care about the rest...

what a sad life..

Tahun Baru Azam ......

2010 bakal menjelma...so we just have to say good bye to 2009. the year with full of sweet and sad memories..but i really enjoy my life..up and down...memories with family and friend..typically (ayat sorang budak...) kita akan mula merangka azam baru which sometimes beyond our capability and ability. This coming new year there's no new azam for me...just to settle unsettle things..finishing my neverending work..but i really hope that i will be more focused next year.

to all my dear friends Happy New Year..semoga tahun baru memberi sinar baru dalam hidup anda..Salam.....

Dengki

Ada 2 org budak sangat dengki kat saya..cuba teka dia sapa...jeng22

Sebenarnya saya memang sangat bosan..lebih bosan dari org yang memang xder keje nak buat...bosan saya adalah sebab walaupun saya buat keje tapi keje saya tetap tak siap..atau adakah saya bosan sebab saya tak tau nak buat keje..wallahualam...

Saya sungguh bosan

Sedih n bizi

new face of my blog after being kena kutu by azrin n andoc...hehehehe..i just let them transform to this new face coz hehehehe i dun know how...nak post new story pun kena godek2 the pc for few times...hahahaha agak cuak...baru plan nak call azrin tanya how to post story...

last week my cousin turun sale for work..so bring him makan2 kat umah abang zainal+kak sofi..the whole rombongan churchill berkampung kat their house that night..back to churchill on friday night..

saturday got nothing 2 do..but ada guest coming..my friend from morwell..

sunday after having late lunch just decided to got fishing..full story in this blog...http://azaias19.blogspot.com/ ..release all stress..we manage to caught 21 fish...so monday night cook asam pedas n ikan goreng garing2...yummy gilers...

tuesday send azrin to train station..this is her last day in churchill..but she'll be around aussie until 28 dec..after that going back for good..hope she can get a good job. InsyaAllah...a bit sedih...but anyway life must goes on...after that going to the office for the hectic' day of my week...came 2 d office at 12 n only manage to sit on my chair at 4.30...perghhh...so tired..have a mix feeling happy n mcm ala2 nak hempuk org after discussion wif bith sv...

ok got to go..start my new day..agak2 ada kaitan tak tajun ngan story ni..anyway....see ya..salam

................just to share...............

Lately i feel a bit emotional..easily to stress..n sometimes cry..dunno why???not even share this wif hubby....n i bet he not even noticed....i think i'm to good in pretending like nothing is happened...but ists really nothing..i keep thinking what is my problem actually...shy to admit i think living here make me oblivious...no azan (thanks god we have islamic finder"...no ceramah agama...no friends to remind..i feel terrible...is that only me????sometimes i feel better for me to study in Malaysia...

just finish jumpa my supervisor...submit a draft of a paper...which i think the writing is really terrible...i'm not that good in that..even malay pun lingkup..ni suruh plak write in english...is anyone know ubat nak bg improve in writing...dun tell me reading other journal coz i hate that...i would choose to watch movie the whole day rather than reading...i hate that..tu la pasal i'm not knowledgable in any topic or new issues in the world....

apa sebenarnya motif aku wat posting today..i also dun no...actually i miss the sweet moment in umt...miss my colleague..my room sweet room..the food...the fresh air from the beach...feel like going back home...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

gerun rasanya saya

penat..letih...stress...lonely...all mixed up during this journey..wish could end this...kak han ur post make me motivated though a bit scary..please do post motivational piece of writing again n again..just 2 make me "THINK".......

Majlis Berbuka Puasa

Bulan puasa yang lepas kitaorg ada majlis bukak puasa almost every weekend..fisrt day start ngan rumah sendiri..this all the pics..

jejaka2 churchill

first night jemaah terawikh kat umah...pompuan xleh join sbb umah kecik..sian..

ni kumpulan "man" kat sini..inilah org malaysia kat bumi gippsland ni..kecik tapi meriah gaks bila gather..

this all juadah yang disediakan masa bukak puasa tu...kuih muih pakat buat ramai2

second day puasa kitaorg bukak kat sale 60 km from home...ni rumah abg zainal exchange army from malaysia..kuih gulung hijau n kuih lapis tu kita le yg buat...hihihi

Following weekend turn umah syed pulak..umah dia mmg besar gila..so malam tu kitaorg pakat terawikh semua

now turn umah linda n kamal...ni semua juadah yg disediakan..itu roti jala adalah homemade oleh puan roshaiza ambik idea cik cida..tp makan ngan kari daging bukan ayam ...pizza itu jejaka bujang yg sediakan..




ni lak time ummah budak2 bujang..kalah akak2 ni masak...bes gila..briani tu

Sabil/ Irsyad

irsyad tgh pretend jadi imam masa majlis bukak poser kat umah ni baru2 ni

sabil masa g bukak puasa kat sale baru2 ni..

Alkisah budak ni 2 org. Pehal la sejak bulan puasa ni tak berapa selera makan. Lagi2 si kecik tu. Timbang berat makin kurus pulak tu..Susah hati nih. Tapi rasa2nya sudah kujumpa apa masalahnya. Ibu dia masak ala2 kadar..sbbnya kan bulan puasa..bila dah petang baru feel nak masak..so anak pun x berapa selera la makan..milih oooooooo budak 2 org ni. last saturday bukak puasa rumah auntie linda...dia masak nasik tomato..belum lagi nasik masak budak2 ni dah mintak nak makan..aiseh malu weh..kan ada org kata ibu dia x bagi makan anak..dah masak mintak izin ngan linda mintak sket nasik nak suap budak2 ni..makan dgn begitu selera skali. Oh bahagianya diriku ini..so semalam trybuat nasik minyak kaler2 ngan kurma telur 3 bijik utk diaorg breakfast..celik mata makanan dah tersedia..skali lagi makan dgn seleranya mereka berdua sampai habis nasik seperiuk bersama2 kurma telur 3 bijik..ayah hanya menelan air liur..hihihihii kesian. pagi ni test lagi buat nasik ayam ngan sup..sblm g school ngan day care siap makan 2 pinggan..so kesimpulannya anak aku 2 org ni sebenarnya nak makan hanya bes2 sahaja..nasik putih adalah tidak berapa dipandangnya..so kepala ibu akan pening mikir juadah mereka disiang hari..esok plan nak buat mee rebus lak..lusa nasik tomato balik..aci gitu..oklah selamat berbuka puasa n bertarawih..sayu jer sbb puasa ni rasa kejap bebeno...Salam sayang buat kawan2 dan ahli keluarga yang jauh dimata dekat dihati....

Selamatkanlah diriku

Napa la malas bebeno ni..alangkah nikmatnya kalau ada sedikit sifat rajin dalam diri ini..nikmat lagi kalau ada otak yg bijak untuk memahami setiap patah yg dibaca.. dan lagi perfect kalau ada disiplin mcm army...dannnnnnnnnnnn lagi nikmat kalau.........................

rindu sama my nieces n nephews...

yulaham

mira, ati n azi

miss the time that we spent together...school holiday..eid..n whatever holiday that we have..name it we will together..but thing has changed since my sister passed away..really miss her know..Al fatihah...it's nearly 10 years but I still miss her so much... tears coming down.. just can't help myself..i know it's not good...

bila dah byk gambar

Last June dah agak2 2 bulan baru sempat nak upload all this photo..thanks to blog nanie sbb bg idea camne nak cantum2 gambo..byk bebeno x gamok rasa nak membuang time and energy upload such toooooo many pics....the first group gambar ni masa famili akmal datang visit..abah, mama, kakak and adik sya..so ada trip2 ke dandenong, city and philip island..kat sana kitaorg stay kat holiday house 4 2 night..best giler..siap barbeque lagiks..


all this pics during school holiday..ada jalan2 ngan ibu n ayah n also ada jugak pics time i bu n auntie fiza bwk budak2 naik train from morwell tu traralgon and balik naik bas..saja2 la spent quality time ngan anak2..budak2 sonok gila..yg penting masa tu irsyad tinggal kat umah pengasuh..sian..nasib baik tatau apa2 lagi...







Last month plak sempena pok cu datang ambik moktok nak balik kitaorg bawak dia pegi ke MT Baw Baw main snow..bdk2 enjoy main snow and buat snowman..bdk2 semua happy..mak ayah tumpang sekaki pokcu siap buat video klip...yg penting kitaorg selamat pegi dan balik walaupun ada ahli rombongan yg mabu naik van..sapa tu malu nak cerita..rasa2 boleh agak la kot kan
ni masa hantar mok tok balik..nasib baik ada wheel chair..kalau x masak gak la moktok nak jalan kat airport tu..banjir gak la airport melbourne masa hari tu..
balik hantar moktok singgah jalan2 pantai...saja bg hilang sedih..sumpah aku x gi dah tpt ni masa winter..ala2 nak beku g2...

ni sempena dinner teamwork ayah sbb diaorg menang award peringkat national..atas jemputan bos kena la pegi..kan ada plak org kena boikot x pasal2..
ni time melaundry..tgkla gaya org nak sabotaj basuhan ibu..




ni time diaorg spent masa kat umah ptg n malam..keje main2...

ok la got 2 go byk keje yg tertunggak..mau kena pelangkung ngan cikgu saya kalau keje x siap..reputasi kena jaga..bukan apa ada time nak ngelat senang nak manipulate cikgu2 saya tu..can cin cau

Macam- macam hal

Mcm2 dah berlaku sepanjang lebih setahun duduk kat sini. Nak marah ada, sakit hati ada, nak tergelak pun ada...

Insiden pertama- aku senyum kat minah ni..masa tu ada pakcik ni kat hujung..dia kata kat aku..r u smiling at me.u better think twice..i hate muslim..muslim not supposed to be in our country..aku kata excuse me...i'm not coming here for goood..i'm studying..in fact i pay the money to your country..dia pun kata i dun care..bergaduh2 mulut nasib baik ada parents kawan sabil datang selamatkan aku..nak jer aku hempuk pakcik tua tu..aku rasa boleh sbb dia jln pun kecok2...

Insiden ke-2Mcm hari tu kerana ketidak daya tahanan ku nak ke toilet aku pun just letak barang2 shoppin kat dlm toilet. I mean outside d small room.. Mana tau skali ada org curik...sakit hati x..tapi anggap je xder rezeki..byk wat salah la kot...Allah bayar cash..

Insiden ke-3 masa holiday kat philip island ngan in-lwa..on the way nak balik masa dah checkout rumah skali purse hilang...habis ku n famili unpack barang...xder..recall balik mana pergi...so went 2 shop tanya reception jumpa x barang..xder...last g police station..skali cerita tu cerita ni police tu cakap..this is your lucky day..somebody send this to the office..they found this purse at cowes post office...puhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..nasib baik. Alhamdulillah.

Insiden ke-4 today..GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..malu, geram, nak makan jer..what happened???aku kena tuduh curi barang kat shop...malu amat..cerita nye aku beli bateri kat target..sbb rushing nak ambik gambo sabil masuk lego compettion...lps tu lost dia punya resit..pastu abis lego competition pegi lagi skali masuk target beli CD. pastu aku g big-w..x beli apa2..b4 that aku dah masuk dah kedai ni survey2...pastu skali kluo bunyi bip3...dia tahan..cek2 dia kata aku curik bateri..aku cakap no..i didn't steal this..dia kat yes u are because target didn't use this kind of tag..you need to hand me the bateri or i'll call the police.. aku kata..i didn't steal it. i bought this bateri from target it so happened that i dun have the docket..ok i'll give you the batery but i'll prove it. I will go to target.. aku pun g target..nasib baik minah tu ada..dia ckp i still remember you..dia pun call big -w.explain everything and kata they use the same tagging for their goods..apa lagi aku pun g balik big-w..minah ngan mamat tu dah tunggu..aku pun dgn marahnya cakap. I told you i didn't take your goods..next time you please double check if u want to claim u're the only one who use the tagging...dia jawab i'm sorry but next time if u want to come...aku potong cakap dia..no more next time..i'm not going 2 come to ur shop anymore...waaaaaaaaaaa...boleh ke..corelle kat situ murah...takpe2 nanti kena g dfo la jawabnya..kak han dun wori..i'll buy corelle for you bebeh..sebenonya panjanng lagi pergaduhan aku ngan mamat tu..tapi secara amnya itulah yang aku gaduhkan...


itulah serba sedikit insiden yg berlaku kat aku sepanjang kat sini..byk lagi tapi akmal dah datang..aku ni sebenanya tunggu dia sembahyang jumaat je..nak wat keje malas..

can cin cau...

salam

al-paca

Last two weeks ayah punya workmate invite to his farm tgk al-PACA..ala2 unta +llama. So we enjoy feeding and pet the al-paca. comey la binatang ini..so enjoy d pics